Sorry, Sorry and Sorry

If you look at the title, you might think that it is the song titled Sorry Sorry from the very famous and well known boy band group from Korea, called SUPER JUNIORS. If you are aware of this, the title goes to the feelings that i am trying to describe now.

Today, on the 28th of November 2010, it has been officially 6 months and 18 days together with her, or should i say my beloved Miss Lee. I am appreciative and grateful that god sent her to me, although at times there were quite some "do not feel good feeling" i had..but i am grateful that with her, she seems to understand me, she seems to know what i want, perhaps i am the more expressive type which she can knew it kind of easily. I thank her for being honest with me, being so "trying to do her best" for me, and etc. I know Miss Lee cares for me a lot although many times she didn't speak it out but her actions are everything.

Miss Lee is a VIP which i adores alot because she's my another half and she has the vision to follow me for the rest of our life. Although at this moment we are still couple, i am still looking forward to the day she becomes my official partner. She does put her self in my shoes and sometimes i am feeling guilty for being such a selfish person and not thinking for her. At times i try to put down all the worries but it just made me feel as if i don't care which is not something that i wanted. I have tried to let go sometimes and not to be a control freak as it is kind of tiring. Alot of thoughts comes to me and i am always trying to be as positive as possible like what i have learned from the Law Of Attraction..

I definitely must agree that i have changed quite alot especially my anger management. I guessed reading does have effect on ourselves and it does really changed the way of our thinking. I may not be perfectly absorbed what the book have told us but still, it changes me quite alot. I thank the author and everyone that makes the book available to the public and thank god that it has made an impact on me, not just individually but also for my job and my love relationship as well.

I want the best thing for my another half and i am sure Miss Lee knows and i will always be strong and calm and hereby i would like to let Miss Lee knows that, she's all that i wanted and i know that we want the best for each other. Miss Lee Kar Leng, thank you for loving me, and i will treasure you and hope you will treasure me as much too...THANK YOU and Sorry Sorry Sorry....770,880,520....